Resurrection and Colored Eggs

Never have I felt so lost than how I feel now. Owning a business doesn't guarantee success and no one tells you that there is no guide to take you there. Everything must be figured out by yourself. You have to do everything. And everyday it feels so overwhelming, not knowing if what you do today will bring profit tomorrow. I just feel stuck, again, but worse this time. What can I do to improve sales without having to use money? Pretty much, everything I can think of doing for marketing and advertising involves a transaction of money. What methods have I not tried that is low cost or free? The uncertainty of near future earnings seems to frustrate me the most. What am I overlooking, or have not noticed to work on? I can't just pray for a better day. I have to do something about it. But what? At this point, I guess, anything to convert sales. 

Could it be that due to a sense of hopelessness I am more susceptible to be drawn into entertainment for the sake of passing time and to distract myself from the current state of being? Is it because I want more than what I have now? Why is it easier to discount the past accomplishments than to forgive myself for future hardships that are uncertain? We should learn to give ourselves credit for what we've already achieved and become more confident in tackling what is to come next.